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sylviedevereux ([personal profile] sylviedevereux) wrote2015-07-25 02:06 pm
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this is all totally normal [closed - coop]

Since arriving in this town, Sylvie has gone to a lot of trouble to stay out of people's affairs. At first it had just been giving Coop his space, but the longer she's been here, the more she kind of feels like she doesn't fit, like she needs to give people a wide berth. She doesn't know whether it's because she knows word has gotten around about her previous relationship, or whether it's about how she spent a lot of time shooting and stealing from people recently, or whether she's just being ridiculous, but she hasn't exactly made a lot of friends.

Which is why, despite how bizarre it still is to her, Raleigh means a lot to her. Despite all the nonsense with Coop, Raleigh had gone out of her way to befriend her, even while some people would call them romantic rivals. Raleigh's the kind of person who's just like that, the kind of person who will stop at nothing to make sure anyone and everyone is happy and comfortable and has someone there for them. So, when Sylvie had seen Raleigh boot a young girl onto the street, throwing harsh words at her back, she knows something wrong. She doesn't have to have known Raleigh forever to know that this isn't right, that something's going on, and she has enough experience with magic and this town to know it's probably not just Raleigh having a bad week.

The whole magic thing still sends shivers down her spine. She doesn't like thinking about it, and she definitely doesn't like touching it, but something weird is going on with her friend, so she goes to the only person who will understand everything. Why she can't talk about the potential of magic interference with Raleigh, why she cares in the first place. For once, this isn't about their sordid damn history, so she knocks on Coop's door.
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-07-25 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
An unusually slow Friday had seen Coop closing up the clinic early that day, mostly because April hadn't been there to keep him company since she and Caden are off gallivanting around Hollywood doing movie shit or whatever, so he'd stopped at the store for a re-stock on beer and headed straight home. Most Fridays, he hits up a bar or two, find himself some company, but it's still way too early for that and he's thinking that tonight actually feels like it'll be a hell of a lot better for delivery.

He's just finishing up ordering a couple pizzas, one for him to polish off and one more Genevieve if she ends up coming home tonight, when there's a knock at the door and the dogs start barking. Rolling his eyes and shushing them both, he crosses through the living room, beer in hand, and opens the door to find someone he definitely wouldn't have expected.

"Sylvie?"

It's not a great greeting, and he narrows his eyes at himself for it.

"Shit. No, I mean, hi. Just didn't expect you, are you-- Is everything okay?"
coopdetat: (not even paying attention anymore tbh)

[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-07-25 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh. Well, yeah, okay, come on in."

Again, it's not what he would have expected, but he knits his brow as he steps aside to hold the door open for her. Coop wonders what it is about Raleigh, exactly, that Sylvie wants to discuss, whether it has anything to do with the fact that she's been acting a little strange. He'd shrugged it off, figuring one odd day at Comic Con isn't really enough to call in the cavalry, but he also hasn't seen Raleigh since then. A sudden rush of concern floods through him, and he nods for Sylvie to join him in the living room.

"Can I get you something to drink? There's beer in the fridge, liquor in the cabinets. I've got a couple pizzas coming, too, so if you haven't eaten, y'know... You're welcome to stay for as long as you want."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-07-25 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
There's a slight hitch in his step before he glances at Sylvie and lowers himself onto the couch. To anyone who might hear something like that and doesn't know Raleigh, how bizarre that sounds wouldn't be obvious but to Coop, it's like Sylvie's just started waving a giant red flag in his face.

"She fired Amber?"

Coop hadn't gotten to know the girl Raleigh had hired very well, but she'd been bright and smart and kind with a big, infectious smile. She'd been a lot like Raleigh, in fact, and Coop can't imagine Raleigh actually firing anyone, much less someone like Amber.

"That's... unusual." To say the least. "Amber would have had to do something insanely fucked up to get Raleigh to do that, do you know what happened?"
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-07-25 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, so that's even more screwed up, considering that's hardly a reason for anyone to fire an employee, and Coop would have found it to believe just in general that Raleigh would know what a day off is or how to take one. She's always busying herself with something, whether it be with the bakery or helping a friend or whatever, and he leans back against the couch with a frown, beer bottle held upright between his knees.

"That definitely doesn't sound like her," he agrees, arching a brow as he looks up at her. He and Sylvie may not have their shit together yet, that might never happen, but he's been getting better at letting what had happened between them go. Wasting the opportunity to start anew with her seems like the actual dumbest thing he could possibly do and while that's obviously not priority number one at this particular moment, Coop thinks that working together to figure out what the hell is going on with their friend is a good place to start.

"I saw her at Comic Con," he says, "and she seemed... a little off. She had this Supergirl costume on and yeah, she looked great, but she wasn't just confident about that, she was arrogant, you know?" She'd also been insanely flirtatious that day, but he doesn't really want to get into that with Sylvie, of all people. "I thought maybe she was just, I don't know, embracing the day or something. Any clue what might be going on with her?"
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-07-25 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Sylvie shifts her gaze when he mentions the costume, and Coop regrets having explained beyond a mention that Raleigh had been acting weird that day. Despite the fact that their relationship had ended years ago, he can't deny that it wouldn't make him flinch to know that Sylvie was interested in someone else.

It's selfish and hypocritical, he knows it, and that's why he would never admit it out loud. There's always going to be a part of him that loves Sylvie, no matter how hard he tries to bury it or ignore it; but she'd left him for a reason, and it's not one that he can do much about. The magic is a part of him in the same way his mind, heart, and soul are.

"Magic," he echoes, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "It's not all bad, you know, I swear. This town's got a way of wringing out the worst parts of it. If what's happening with Raleigh does have to do with magic, it's sure as hell an evil kind, but we'll find a way to counter it."

It's not quite the promise he'd like to make but that doesn't make Coop any less certain of what he's said. Joel had carried a demon inside him for years and now, not only is it gone, he's happy with a husband and a baby. Following that logic, there's no way in hell they can't best what's got Raleigh acting like she's been possessed by a Mean Girl.

Coop rises from the couch, setting his beer on the table beside them before reaching out to gently rest his hand on Sylvie's arm.

"Sylvie," he says softly, offering what he hopes is a reassuring smile, "Ne t'inquiète pas. She'll be okay."
coopdetat: (worried bout u)

[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-07-26 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll do whatever I can," Coop says, and he truly hopes it's not just a sudden change in character because some of the things she'd said at Comic Con had been... Well, he doesn't want to dwell too long on it, but they'd been hurtful. That last cutting remark about hiding his magic from Sylvie, about doing it because it would benefit only himself, Coop hadn't dealt with it in a great way, and he knows it.

The thing is, he can spend the rest of his life resenting Sylvie for leaving, or he can choose to understand why telling her he's a witch the same night he proposes would be enough of a reason to instill some doubts in her. It's not necessarily an easy thing to accept, and she's admitted to him that she'd had experiences with magic before him but they've never really gotten into what those experiences had been. That's mostly because of him, because of his inability to stick around long enough for a chat about why their relationship had really gone south, but he's willing to hear her now, if she's still willing to tell him.

Before he can say anything more, the doorbell rings, and he gives Sylvie a tight smile and one last squeeze of her arm before going to greet who he assumes is the pizza guy. Coop is quick about paying, giving the guy a generous tip to make up for the way the dogs are jumping so eagerly at him because of the smell of the pizzas, and he returns to the living room with two boxes stacked in his arms.

"So I've got a veggie option and a meat lovers' option," he tells her, nodding toward the sliding glass door that leads out to the backyard. "We can keep talking if you want, but I was thinking it'd be nice to sit outside. This whole thing is messing with my head, I need some fresh air."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-07-30 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
There are a couple lounge chairs set up near the pool, and the sun's got down enough that the automatic lights have switched on so there's a soft glow throughout the backyard and the water is lit a stunning blue from below. Coop sets the pizzas on a table between them, and he hadn't bothered to ask if she wants a plate because this is how they'd done it back in Paris. They'd order out and eat straight from the box, whether it be pizza like this or something from the one Chinese restaurant within a twenty-mile radius of where they'd lived.

It's familiar and to his surprise, it isn't painful.

Flipping open the lids of the boxes, he lets out a soft sigh as he thinks about the answer to her question. "There are ways," Coop tells her, nodding as he makes eye contact with her again. "But they all require magic. Have you met Joel and Spencer? Married couple, they own that bookstore Crossroads? Anyway, there was this... thing that happened last year, someone broke into their house and-- I don't know, bad shit went down. Point is, Joel put an enchantment on the house so nobody gets in now without a verbal invitation from one of them."

He reaches for a slice of pizza, taking a bite as he leans against the back of the chair, one leg bent at the knee as he stretches out. "I could ask him to do that for you, if you want. He's good at that kind of thing, protection charms and potions and all that. Doesn't mean you'd be invincible but maybe it would help give you some peace of mind." He pauses, shrugging a shoulder as his gaze shifts downward. "Would make me feel a lot better, too, knowing you're a little safer."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-08-02 08:56 am (UTC)(link)
"Who's asking?"

Coop studies her as she eats, though he doesn't have to search very hard to figure out that she's not exactly bouncing off the walls with eagerness to go knock on Joel's door for the kind of help he's talking about here. The magic still freaks her out, whether it's not all bad or not. What Coop wants her to see is that it's not all as black and white as it might seem, which he's sure she gets conceptually, but she needs to see it in action to truly understand it.

Supposed 'good' witches have been known to go dark side, to fall victim to greed or fear or love or whatever it is that keeps someone under the influence of that kind of power. Likewise, 'bad' witches can cast decidedly good spells, depending on the reason. Most of them wouldn't do it unless it benefit them, but Coop doesn't see that too often here. Siren Cove gets all the nutbags, apparently, but at least it makes things slightly easier when it comes to predicting who's causing half the shit.

"It's your decision," he continues, shrugging. "I'm not going to force you to go see him. But he's a good guy, just had a newborn, and he'd do anything to protect the people he loves. Something we can both relate to, I think, isn't it?" He pauses, looking down at his suddenly very interesting slice of pizza before continuing. "I mean, I could go with you to see him. If you wanted. If it freaks you out."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-08-12 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
"So we'll go. I'll set something up with Joel, probably in a few weeks when their baby is like, old enough to actually be taken out of the house. Sound good?"

He lowers his eyes when she mentions Raleigh again, leaning his weight back on one palm as he tosses his half-eaten slice of pizza back in the box, his appetite briefly lost. "Problem is, I don't know what kind of protection she really needs. And the last time I talked to her, it didn't really end well." It'd ended with them screaming at each other to fuck off, which Coop can't really recall happening with any of his closest friends, and it still makes him cringe to remember it.

Admittedly, he could have told her sooner that they might be better off not going on the date she'd asked him on after all but after so many weeks then months had passed, it'd seemed to have fallen off both their radars. He'd had no idea she'd been harboring such negative feelings toward him this whole time.

"I mean, it obviously won't stop me from trying to help. I can think of a bunch of people off the top of my head who'd want to help set her right if she really does have some magical whammy on her, I just... I don't know. The things she said weren't like her but they still felt like they came from a real place. It was like when people turn into pissy drunks and just say whatever comes to mind."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-08-12 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
"Non, je ne pense pas que vous avez fait," Coop answers, frowning as he rubs his knuckles against his stubble. "Hell, I don't know what to think anymore, this town can be so fucked up on so many levels but half the time, it does come down to magic. I mean, the only reason she has that dog is because she poofed it out of thin air when that guy showed up with a potion that made everything go haywire. So maybe she's saying things that are rooted in truth, but it's not the Raleigh we know who's saying them. It's like she's been... possessed."

He says the last part like it's a realization, but he'd really rather not freak Sylvie with an explanation that involves possible demonic possession so he quickly brushes past it, making a mental note to get in touch with Joel for more than just a protection spell for Sylvie later.

"As for why it didn't end well, Christ. Remember I told you she asked me on that date? We never went on it. I just-- I don't know, I said yes because it seemed fine at the time but my feelings for her aren't-- I can't--" He struggles to explain it, partly because it seems so strange to talk to Sylvie about something like this, but he tries because she'd asked, and he doesn't want to lie to her. "I just didn't want to create any false expectations, you know? And it's not like I don't think she can handle going on a date without feeling like there could be more there, but I thought maybe it would be better not to risk it at all. So it didn't happen and all these months have gone by, I figured it just wasn't a big deal anymore, but apparently I'm an asshole and totally dickless for not explicitly telling her that the date was off."

He throws his arms up in the air and lets them fall back down at his sides, shaking his head. "I don't know. I apologized but it wasn't enough and then she brought you up and--" Coop rolls his eyes, scrubbing a hand over his face as he lets out an irritated groan. "It was just a thing, we're not going to be braiding each other's hair anytime soon."
coopdetat: (yo he got da guns)

[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-08-16 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"You," he confirms, meeting her eyes just for a second before lowering them again. He feels a little awkward talking about it because Raleigh's words have been turning in his mind since he'd walked away from her. He knows they're friends, that they must have talked about him, and Coop isn't about to ask Sylvie what she's said because her private conversations aren't any of his business; but he wonders how much truth had really been behind what Raleigh had said.

"She was telling me that I'm selfish. That I only ever do what's best for me and that I don't give a shit about anyone else." Coop cringes at that because he's never thought that of himself but if that's how he's made her feel than maybe he's not as good a guy as he tries to be. It eats at him a little, no matter how out of sorts Raleigh might be right now, and he's not the type of guy to regularly second-guess himself when all he's tried to do over the years is be honest with people because keeping the secret of what he is from Sylvie had been the very goddamn thing that'd made her leave.

"She said that's why I kept it from you," he continues, his voice low now with an angry edge to it, "like I didn't care about you or how it might affect you, but the reason I didn't tell you until I did is because I cared--" He cuts himself off with another shake of his head. "Look, I know I should have been honest up front, but I was so far removed from home, from anywhere remotely magic-like, that I didn't think. If you ever felt like I didn't tell you because I didn't love you enough or value our relationship enough, just... just know that I'm sorry. I really am."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-08-24 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
It's rare that Coop gets emotional enough that he actually cries, and he doesn't think he's in any real danger of that here but all the same, he can feel his eyes start to sting at Sylvie's words. She's right--she's always been right, she's always acted as a compass for him in so many ways--that everything between them is still so fresh even though it's four years removed. Their relationship had never reached closure, he hadn't even heard a whisper about her after she'd left. She'd disappeared from his life and the lives of their friends as if she'd never existed, taking the pieces of Coop's heart that had made him whole with her.

But no matter how hard he tries to convince himself that there's no reason to believe anything could ever exist between them again, Coop can't help but hope for it just a little.

"You know," he says, pausing to clear his throat, "I haven't had a significant relationship with anyone since you left. It's not that there wasn't anybody worth it, I just-- I didn't think it could be possible that I'd ever love someone like that again." He hadn't been wrong, he still hasn't met anyone who's inspired what Sylvie had made him feel every day they'd been together. "So I've dated around, nothing ever serious, but it always comes back down to you."

He rubs at the back of his head, letting out a sheepish laugh. "I never doubted that you loved me, but I'm sorry it wasn't enough. I'm sorry that whatever it is that really made you leave, I couldn't be there to help you through it. It's all I wanted, to be there for you, to love you." If he's honest with himself, he still wants that. He thinks he probably always will, in some way or another. "I want you to know that I'm here for you now, okay? For anything. Not just because of our history but because of the present, because I still-- I still care about you, no matter what."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-08-26 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
The urge to move from his chair to sit down beside her, to brush the tears from her cheeks himself with a gentle swipe of thumb like he might have done when they'd still been together is almost too overwhelming to resist; but it's not his place anymore, he reminds himself. Sylvie isn't his fiancee, she's not his girlfriend, they've only recently started seeing and speaking to each other enough for Coop to finally feel like he can say they're friends, or at least on their way to being friends. They hadn't stayed friends for very long when they'd met, their romantic relationship had started almost right away; but Coop has spent so much time over the last four years trying to forget her that he's realizing now how vital she'd been to his life once.

He's beginning to think that had never really stopped.

"Sylvie," he starts, trailing off after he says her name because he doesn't know what there it to even say. He hadn't known. He hadn't known. If he had, maybe he would have done things so much differently. Maybe he would have told her the truth about his powers from the start or maybe he would have abandoned them altogether and dedicated himself to a life of abstaining from anything related to witchcraft. For her, he would have done that without any questions asked.

"Je suis désolé, chérie. Si je l'avais connu... I would have kept you safe. I will keep you safe now, always, I promise."

She won't look at him, and that's what gets Coop standing. Kneeling at her feet, he brings his hand up to lift her chin, ducking his head to meet her gaze with a small, reassuring smile. "You know, when I first saw you, Christ... C'était le coup de foudre. When you left, I thought I'd never be whole again."

He hadn't been wrong, in a way; he still doesn't think anyone will ever capture his heart the way she had, and Coop doesn't know if there's anything that could exist between them again, if she'd even still want that or what it might mean to admit that he does, but he does know that he can be here for her now. Through the magic that scares her or anything else, he wants to be there.

"But you came back," he continues, his smile widening. "Don't regret that, okay? I would never want you to because having you here will always be better than thinking I'll never see you again."
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[personal profile] coopdetat 2015-08-30 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
That first night he'd seen her again, for the first time in over four years in the grocery store, the most innocuous place he ever could have imagined seeing her face, Coop's kneejerk reaction had been to get angry. He hadn't been able to wrap his mind around why she'd show up here, to this place that had been entirely free of her because this is his home, his town, and she's the one who'd left in so what right did she have to show up here like that?

It's different now. Something's changed, something he can't quite put his finger on but ultimately, he thinks that what he'd needed the most was time. There'd never really been any closure between them, not when things had ended the way they did, and it's not like he necessarily feels like things are all patched up between them now but at the very least, Coop can understand why she'd left. It hadn't been because she didn't love him or that she didn't want to marry him; she'd been afraid, and he knows how powerful fear can be.

"It shouldn't have taken us this long to talk about it," he says, reaching out to gently grasp her hand. The touch is just a touch, he doesn't want to imply anything or make her feel like she has to react to it a certain way, it's simply meant to be a comforting gesture between two people who are getting to know each other again. "I know it's my fault that it did, but I'm glad it's happened now. I know you came here because of Raleigh, but I-- I just want you to know that no matter what I've felt over the years, you never stopped being important to me."